Thursday, January 6, 2011

To Sleep or not to Sleep.......That is Always My Question!

So last night's sleep was ALL messed up. I think I forgot to list in all my ailments that I have GERD or Acid Reflux Disease, whatever you want to call it. Last night I think I was asleep about an hour when I woke up with reflux issues. So, I got up, chomped some rolaids, and of course Roxy decided she had to come hang out with me. Usually she will stay in bed sleeping. Anyhow, I sit up for a while to appease the reflux and go back to bed with Roxy about Midnight-ish. 3:00 am she is waking me up! She is off the bed on the floor and digging at me. She had pulled my hose off my cpap mask, and also stepped on the cpap and turned it off! What a little shit! Apparently all this was because Leon was up really early and she wanted to go out and be with him. I was like, no way man! Pulled her back up on the bed, fixed the cpap and tried to go back to sleep. I sort of did but Roxy was determined to get out of the bedroom so at 4 am I was up. Leon was gone by then so Roxy was mad. Stayed awake until just after 6 am and then went to sit in the recliner and she jumped up in my lap and PFFTT!!!!!!! Next thing I know it's 10:00 am!!!! ARGHHH!!!

Jumped in the shower and headed off to work. Worked til 2:30 then came home and puttered around. About 4:00 pm I went to sit down to knit for a little while, but was just spacy and fell asleep in the chair until 5:30 when Leon came home. I wake up feeling like I am coming off a 12-day drunk or something. Made scrambled eggs for supper, did all the dishes, more puttering,  packed up a box to send off to Jess....and now it's almost 9:30 and I am wide awake! I wonder why???????????????????? Leon fell asleep about an hour ago. I think I spend more time alone in this relationship than I would if I was single! I tell you, some days it's so frustrating!!!!!!!!! I guess it's like my therapist tells me when I get all upset over everything to keep telling myself all I have to do is make it through the next 3 minutes and don't forget to BREATHE. Sometimes that helps.

Guess I'll just have to hope for a good night's sleep tonight. :)

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